EOS Stories
People of all ages and gender can be diagnosed with an eosinophilic disease, no two diagnosis stories are the same, nor is their journey.
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Liana's Story
I am 36 years old and live in Darwin, Australia. I was diagnosed with Eosinophilic Oesophagitis (EoE) about 12 months ago after a long, frustrating journey trying to find out why I was so unwell. EoE is a chronic allergic/immune mediated inflammatory disorder of the oesophagus.
I attributed initial symptoms of chronic heart burn on pregnancy and coffee. More mild impactions I thought were caused from eating too fast. I experienced a whole range of symptoms, which in isolation, seemed minor. Ongoing exhaustion could almost be expected, given I was trying to balance work, university and life with young children. Daily diarrhoea was initially blamed on my stressful job. Ongoing anaemia (despite iron supplements and iron infusions) was blamed on my vegetarian diet. I repeatedly explained to doctors that I was following the plan set by a dietitian however felt that this was dismissed. The mouth sores I frequently developed were also blamed on my vegetarian diet.
I attributed initial symptoms of chronic heart burn on pregnancy and coffee. More mild impactions I thought were caused from eating too fast. I experienced a whole range of symptoms, which in isolation, seemed minor. Ongoing exhaustion could almost be expected, given I was trying to balance work, university and life with young children. Daily diarrhoea was initially blamed on my stressful job. Ongoing anaemia (despite iron supplements and iron infusions) was blamed on my vegetarian diet. I repeatedly explained to doctors that I was following the plan set by a dietitian however felt that this was dismissed. The mouth sores I frequently developed were also blamed on my vegetarian diet.
I had daily diarrhoea for between 3 to 4 years. I had various blood and stool tests however this did not reveal anything of concern. I had allergy testing, which was also negative (skin prick testing is not reliable for identifying EoE triggers). Doctors then suggested that the ongoing diarrhoea might be a psychological problem. One general practitioner (GP) actually instructed me to lie on my bed and practice mindfulness to try and stop myself from having another bowel movement. I insisted on a referral to a gastroenterologist. I had further blood tests (including coeliac serology) which were also negative. I was put on a wait list for a colonoscopy, however as my blood tests were negative, I was not considered a priority. Symptoms worsened. My hair was falling out at the front, giving me an odd-shaped receding hair line. I was dropping things and had constant brain fog, which was impacting work and study. I had multiple impactions with various foods and medications. I had frightening episodes where I experienced strange pins and needles in my upper body and head, with waves of nausea. I was referred for a brain MRI, which was fine, and multiple ECGs, which were also fine. As I was diagnosed with Raynauds Disease in childhood I was referred to a rheumatologist. Various tests for autoimmune disorders were also negative.
I relocated from a regional town back to Darwin in November 2019. I went to see a new dietitian and remember trying to hold back tears as I showed him my pathology results. I was exhausted and had mouth sores and low iron levels again. I explained that I could not understand why, as I was doing all that I had been told to do. I explained my testing history and the various unexplained symptoms I had been experiencing. He asked, "Are you sure you don't have Coeliac Disease?" He explained that the previous blood tests I had with the GP and the gastroenterologist would always be negative if I had not been consuming at least 10g of gluten each day for at least six weeks prior to testing. As someone who did not have gluten every day, my blood tests would always be negative, even if I was Coeliac. No other health worker had explained this to me. We did an experiment where I went off gluten for a two-week period. Some symptoms improved significantly. On the dietitian's recommendation I had genetic testing and discovered that I have the Coeliac gene. I will be forever grateful to this dietitian, who has changed my life. I feel that I was only taken seriously by doctors once I had the results of the genetic testing. By this stage the first gastroenterologist had left and was unable to transfer me on the hospital waiting list. I was advised I would need to start back at the beginning on a waiting list in Darwin. I decided to be seen in the private system and a GP referred me to a new gastroenterologist, who was able to see me immediately. I was booked in for a colonoscopy and gastroscopy and had to do a 6-week gluten challenge prior to the procedure date. This was an extremely difficult time- I had to consume at least 4 pieces of bread each day to ensure that there would be reliable test results. I was incredibly sick and had a lot of time off work. Testing found that I do not have Coeliac Disease but have EoE.
During the height of COVID (in the NT) I was prescribed a proton pump inhibitor and a steroid, which I took for a short time. This was due to the concern of needing to keep me out of hospital as much as could be prevented. However, it was always my preference to try to manage this disease without medication if possible. I did the 6-food elimination diet, ensuring that eggs, wheat, soy, cow’s milk, nuts and seafood was not consumed. I had another endoscopy but unfortunately still had active disease. Under the guidance of the gastroenterologist and the clinic's dietitian, I then started the RPAH elimination diet (in addition to avoiding the top 6 common allergens). It was only when consuming a low chemical diet that I finally felt well and symptoms resolved. The subsequent biopsy of my oesophagus was clear.
In the last 12 months I have had 6 gastroscopies. Testing has found that I have multiple food allergies. Food challenges through the dietitian has found that I also have intolerances to multiple food chemicals and additives. I supplement with elemental formula to ensure I have adequate nutrition. Unfortunately, this is extremely expensive as adults are not covered on the PBS. My last month of elemental formula cost over $500.
Managing the disorder at home is fine. I eat a limited amount of safe foods and make most things from scratch. Eating out and social events can be difficult. Initially I felt obligated to eat when family or friends would make me a meal that avoided one or two allergens but included another. I did not want to be rude and initially thought “just a little won't hurt!” I quickly realised that this is not worth being sick for days afterwards. I often feel bad when out with family and friends, as I cannot eat at most restaurants locally. I always read menus online beforehand. At Christmas I brought my own food to prevent cross contamination. It has been a long journey, but I am so grateful to feel well and to finally have answers.
Story shared by Liana; February 2021
Benji's Story
My son Benji is 10 years old and suffers with EoE and dysphagia. He had been poorly for a while and he was finally properly diagnosed in December 2018. The first two local GP's I was taking him to were telling us that it was all in his head! Benji had dropped 4kg's at this time and he was terribly unwell and unable to swallow properly. I refused to believe that it was all in his head, so I went to a different doctor's surgery and I got a third opinion. I even went as far as taking him to see a psychologist. The psychologist didn't believe that it was all in his head but by now, Benji was suffering with a certain amount of anxiety due to his experiences. The third GP took the necessary time and steps in getting Benji properly diagnosed. He had an endoscopy early December 2018 and the rest is history.
As a single parent (just being a parent in general managing your child's disease) I struggle with my son's condition each and every day and I often feel alone with this as there is not a lot of support out there for me. Thank goodness for ausEE's Facebook page!
Over the last few years, Benji has missed out on a lot of school, particularly after his diagnosis. I have not been able to work for the past 2.5 years due to the constant care. I was really struggling with work life, struggling with Benji's condition, struggling with him being constantly unwell and I was struggling with a home life balance. The stresses and strains of the diagnosis of the disease and then having to cope with the stresses and strains of the disease, affected my marriage greatly. My last boss was struggling with me being off so much or taking off from work so much that I had no choice in the end but to quit my job so that I could look after my son. Due to Benji being constantly poorly and due to the many doctor/specialist/hospital appointments, some days are a battle for both of us. We both often feel isolated, deflated and disheartened. I often feel like a nurse and feel like I have been in home isolation for the past 2.5 years, way before the COVID hit! Benji feels like he is always sick and often cries over this.
When Benji was first diagnosed, he lived on a diet that consisted predominantly of liquids, 80% of his diet was liquid due to the severe dysphagia.
I was constantly in the kitchen preparing meals for him from scratch and I was constantly feeding him, sometimes up to 12 very small meals a day! I felt like I was having an affair with my Nutribullet, lol. I managed to help him put some weight back on, but he did not thrive for about 12 months after diagnosis. School lunches at this time was challenging and for Benji, school was challenging in general. He has had to endure so much for a 10-year-old boy, he absolutely amazes me to how resilient, thick skinned and tough he is! Kids at school have made fun of his condition, his food, his eating and drinking habits and there certainly is a lack of understanding on the teacher's part too. Vagueness and a lack of confidence at school is misconstrued as being naughty which simply is just not true, and it just adds to the stress of learning at school. There definitely needs to be more awareness made in the schools (the educational system) with this condition and there needs to be more compassion too. I feel like my son is slipping through the cracks of the education system because of his condition. The slightest sniffle from his allergies and he is sent home and not allowed to go back until it all clears up! Good luck with that! Benji is constantly being told to hurry up and eat his food from his peers and he really struggles at birthday parties and other gatherings as he is restricted by food, takes a long time to eat and has a challenging time getting food down his throat. It is very disheartening for him and he often feels embarrassed.
I have even been blamed for his condition by someone who refuses to acknowledge and believe that EoE exists, it is very upsetting. If I could take it all away for Benji, I would do it in a heartbeat! There needs to be more compassion towards others that are suffering with this debilitating disease and less judgement from others that don't even know or understand the disease. I am currently looking for work but will not be able to go back full time as I need to be there for my son, his health comes first. Benji manages well with his EoE and dysphagia, he has grown taller lately and has maintained his weight, even putting weight on. I am so proud of him each and every day and I love him so very much. Story shared by Emily (Benji's Mum); July 2020
I have even been blamed for his condition by someone who refuses to acknowledge and believe that EoE exists, it is very upsetting. If I could take it all away for Benji, I would do it in a heartbeat! There needs to be more compassion towards others that are suffering with this debilitating disease and less judgement from others that don't even know or understand the disease. I am currently looking for work but will not be able to go back full time as I need to be there for my son, his health comes first. Benji manages well with his EoE and dysphagia, he has grown taller lately and has maintained his weight, even putting weight on. I am so proud of him each and every day and I love him so very much. Story shared by Emily (Benji's Mum); July 2020
Stacey's Story
I have had unexplained symptoms for over 15 years of my life.Doctors had put it down to GERD.But I just knew in my gut that there was something else going on.I had impactions daily, I couldn’t swallow tablets. I put it down to anxiety because I had gotten so many stuck and I had become afraid to take pills.The years past and I got worse.I had multiple tests done with all normal results.Finally I got sent for an endoscopy, that was September 2018 and I was diagnosed with Eosinophilic Oesophagitis.
Now that’s not where the story ends...
Now that’s not where the story ends...
My son had a cough every time he ate food and throughout the day he would cough and sneeze.We went to a Paediatrician who put him on steroids for 6 months to see if that would help.It did but as soon as he missed a day of medicine the cough would return.We got sent to the children’s hospital and my son had his first endoscopy.The results were not what I was hoping for, he had extensive inflammation throughout his oesophagus.Diagnosis was confirmed of Eosinophilic Oesophagitis for him as well. That was October 2019.
We are still both in the deep end of our EoE journey.We are both on the elimination diet.We are both still having a lot of problems.We are soon to head to another specialist with hope in my heart!
Stacey ; January 2020
Jboy's Story
When my son Jboy was young, failure to thrive, not sleeping and always crying, we had no idea what was wrong, I never thought life would get easier or better. I never really hoped that he would achieve dreams we just hoped he would live and grow well.
Now Jboy is 16 years old, is 5 foot 10 and weighs 64 kilos. Something we thought would never happen and it has been (and still is) a struggle getting enough calories into him as an athlete on almost no food. Jboy is a dedicated competitive swimmer, doing 2 gym sessions and 7 swim training sessions a week. My son does all this whilst drinking about 2 litres of elemental formula a day as he only has 16 safe foods in his diet. This is a photo of him 2 weeks ago after winning his age group in the 2.2km Byron Bay ocean swim! Ten years ago or even five years ago I would never have dreamt this would happen. We just wanted to help stop the pain he lived in every day.
Now Jboy is 16 years old, is 5 foot 10 and weighs 64 kilos. Something we thought would never happen and it has been (and still is) a struggle getting enough calories into him as an athlete on almost no food. Jboy is a dedicated competitive swimmer, doing 2 gym sessions and 7 swim training sessions a week. My son does all this whilst drinking about 2 litres of elemental formula a day as he only has 16 safe foods in his diet. This is a photo of him 2 weeks ago after winning his age group in the 2.2km Byron Bay ocean swim! Ten years ago or even five years ago I would never have dreamt this would happen. We just wanted to help stop the pain he lived in every day.
We are grateful that Jboy also has some amazing friends watching out for him and so thankful he gets to experience being a ‘regular’ teenager. Last weekend he went to a party with 30 kids sleeping over at a house about 10kms from our house in their tents and swags. The parents were so accommodating that they did not do breakfast until 9am so that Jboy could stay until 8.30am because the smell of eggs cooking could set off an anaphylactic reaction due to his severe egg allergy. The parents were really relaxed about him being there (he freaks most people out once they know how sensitive he is) and his friends are so aware of his medical issues that the girl having the party even went home during the week and told her dad that he couldn't mow before the party or Jboy won't be able to go and she wasn't even asked to do this for him. How great is that!
I share this story to give hope and inspiration to those of you who are just starting this journey and feel like you have little direction or hope. Through the support of ausEE we have learnt so much about kids with EoE, medications, living with a child who eats restricted food and is formula dependant.
Yes Jboy still has days he is too sick to get up and yes, he has weeks he doesn't go to school but through encouragement and determination he always gets back up and goes again. So never stop dreaming for your child and always encourage them to go for it when they are passionate. Our kids are amazing resilient people who can go and achieve amazing feats!
Story shared by Rebecca (Jboy's Mum); May 2019
Henry's Story
My son Henry was diagnosed with EoE at 11 months old. He was taken off all foods and we struggled to find anything that he could have until he was 3 years old. He never slept. He was always in pain. He was only on elemental formula for years. I cried all the time.
We started with carrot, apple and pear and those where his safe foods for a year. It’s incredible this allergy journey. You find that you are surprised by a stranger’s kindness and stunned by some people's indifference or harshness. You worry all the time. Worry if they are safe, worry if they will be invited to that party, worry if they will eat something they should not. Worry if they are getting enough nutrients. Wondering if you are doing the right thing.
It does get easier as they get older as they understand what they can eat but then it gets harder as they realise what they can’t eat. The anger. The bitterness. ‘Why can everyone eat and I cannot?’ Slowly through the years we celebrated gigantic milestones. Adding wheat and dairy into his diet was gigantic. But being able to eat hot chips at McDonald’s may have been the greatest day on record for my family.
We started with carrot, apple and pear and those where his safe foods for a year. It’s incredible this allergy journey. You find that you are surprised by a stranger’s kindness and stunned by some people's indifference or harshness. You worry all the time. Worry if they are safe, worry if they will be invited to that party, worry if they will eat something they should not. Worry if they are getting enough nutrients. Wondering if you are doing the right thing.
It does get easier as they get older as they understand what they can eat but then it gets harder as they realise what they can’t eat. The anger. The bitterness. ‘Why can everyone eat and I cannot?’ Slowly through the years we celebrated gigantic milestones. Adding wheat and dairy into his diet was gigantic. But being able to eat hot chips at McDonald’s may have been the greatest day on record for my family.
Now I sit here 10 years almost exactly post diagnosis with a full menu – he can eat anything and it just hasn’t sunk in. We passed his last allergen, soy. I do not know how it’s happened but we will enjoy every moment of it. 10 years of making 2 – 3 meals a day. Baking for everyone else’s party. Always having safe foods in all my bags that I bring out. Making sure that there’s a McDonald’s close by just in case. Carrying formula. Having enough medication when we travel. You know how it is. Now I love watching as he tastes something new for the first time. Watching his face. It’s just amazing.
I share this because I understand your pain and I understand your joy. And I hope I bring hope. x
Story shared by ausEE President, Mercedez (Henry's Mum); April 2019
Andy's Story
Andy started throwing up, between 2-4 times a day, most days from 8 months old, and by the time he was 1 year old he was categorised as ‘failure to thrive’. Even though I had taken him to many doctor visits, I was told that’s just what some kids do. As his weight now wasn’t registering in the growth charts he was referred to a paediatrician. This is when the tests began. He had ultrasounds, blood tests, x-rays, a barium swallow and we had eliminated a lot but still had no answers. Finally the decision was made to put him under General Anaesthetic at 15 months old for an endoscopy to see what was happening inside. The diagnosis of EoE was handed down and we began trying to understand this rare disease.
Eosinophilic Oesophagitis (EoE) is an inflammatory disease that is characterised by eosinophils (allergy cells) building up in the lining of the oesophagus. The eosinophils cause inflammation in the oesophagus which causes symptoms of feeding intolerance, poor weight gain, vomiting and reflux like symptoms. After his diagnosis, Andy was put on the top 8 elimination diet and on Neocate formula to bump up his calorie intake.
Eosinophilic Oesophagitis (EoE) is an inflammatory disease that is characterised by eosinophils (allergy cells) building up in the lining of the oesophagus. The eosinophils cause inflammation in the oesophagus which causes symptoms of feeding intolerance, poor weight gain, vomiting and reflux like symptoms. After his diagnosis, Andy was put on the top 8 elimination diet and on Neocate formula to bump up his calorie intake.
The reasons why some people have EoE is not fully understood but a strong connection has been made between food allergies and EoE. To date Andy has undergone 6 hospital stays to have an endoscopy performed as this is the only way this disease can be diagnosed and confirmed. He has biopsies taken that confirm the extent of eosinophils in his oesophagus and determine how his body is reacting to the diets we are trying at that time. We really hope one day he will not have to go under an anaesthetic for this as it is quite traumatic for all.
Currently we have stopped Andy being on an elimination diet and put him on a steroid medication that protects his oesophagus whilst we try and get his body to tolerate more foods. We mix the steroids with apple sauce and make it into a slurry that he has every night. He also has to have a high calorie drink twice a day to try and get him putting on weight to meet his growth potential, as the specialist likes to tell us.
Currently we have stopped Andy being on an elimination diet and put him on a steroid medication that protects his oesophagus whilst we try and get his body to tolerate more foods. We mix the steroids with apple sauce and make it into a slurry that he has every night. He also has to have a high calorie drink twice a day to try and get him putting on weight to meet his growth potential, as the specialist likes to tell us.
There is no cure for EoE. He will not grow out of it. He will always have it, but it can go into remission once his levels are reduced below 15 eosinophils (per high-power field). We have not yet reached this level and we never know if he will, but we are at a point where we believe we have found his trigger foods as such and have his symptoms somewhat under control. We know Andy is one of the lucky ones with EoE, he can eat foods, some other kids aren’t so lucky and have feeding tubes as a result.
This is our why. We do our ‘Team Andy’ fundraising drives, share Andy’s story and posts, in the hope that we can raise awareness and funds to aid in research projects to learn more and as a result, help others with this disease.
You can follow Team Andy on Facebook here.
Story shared by Kristin (Andy's Mum); February 2019
Henry's Story
Meet Henry!Henry is a super kid!A cheeky 7-year-old and a barrel of laughs.He has a real kind soul, with a smile to match.He loves aeroplanes, and when he grows up he wants to be a policeman.He knows 3 jokes (all about poo), and his favourite song is ‘all about that bass’.
Henry’s favourite things about living on the road are;
- You get to have new experiences and see Australia- You get to go to bed in a caravan- You see lots of cows on the road- You get to go on tours and do all sorts of cool things- You get to swim in different pools and beaches...and he’s now part of a growing community that gets to call Australia his school yard!...
Henry ; Lauren Murphy Photography
Henry was one of the biggest motivators for us to sell up, and take off around Oz. Since he was born he’s been a clinger. He lived the first year huddled mostly in a sling with me and was always an ‘unsettled’ baby. When he hit day care and school he was the child who clung to your legs screaming at drop off and had to be pried away. I’m sure a lot of you can relate.
Henry also wasn’t well. Since near birth he’s had reflux symptoms. The projectile kind. He also has eczema, asthma and allergic rhinitis. We bounced from a paediatrician to allergists to a paediatric gastroenterologist, and around again over the course of 5 years. We met with dieticians, nutritionists and tried most alternative and complimentary therapies. With no real answers, we couldn’t seem to find the cause of why he was so unwell, let alone a suitable treatment. Henry’s symptoms persisted through early childhood, and as he grew older and he begun to talk, we listened.
Henry told us he had pain every day.He told us he feels sick in the tummy and wants to throw up all the time.He told us his throat feels sore and food gets stuck.He told us he has bad headaches.We saw he was tired all the time, and had difficulty sleeping.We saw his lunchbox come home still full of food.We saw him experiencing pain.We saw him every year blow his birthday candles out, then push the cake away.We saw him not gain weight.We saw him fail to thrive. As parents, it was hard to find the energy, the determination, and the money to keep knocking on medical doors advocating for our child, especially when all the health professionals just kept scratching their heads. At times, it felt like those closest to us also doubted us too. Then last year, we yet again went to a specialist for a ‘second opinion’. We met with another paediatric gastroenterologist, who not just heard Henry, but listened to him. Who listened to us as parents. Who didn’t dismiss us. He became part of Henry’s team. He wanted to find out why Henry was feeling the way he did, and try to alleviate it, and he still hasn’t given up.
Henry also wasn’t well. Since near birth he’s had reflux symptoms. The projectile kind. He also has eczema, asthma and allergic rhinitis. We bounced from a paediatrician to allergists to a paediatric gastroenterologist, and around again over the course of 5 years. We met with dieticians, nutritionists and tried most alternative and complimentary therapies. With no real answers, we couldn’t seem to find the cause of why he was so unwell, let alone a suitable treatment. Henry’s symptoms persisted through early childhood, and as he grew older and he begun to talk, we listened.
Henry told us he had pain every day.He told us he feels sick in the tummy and wants to throw up all the time.He told us his throat feels sore and food gets stuck.He told us he has bad headaches.We saw he was tired all the time, and had difficulty sleeping.We saw his lunchbox come home still full of food.We saw him experiencing pain.We saw him every year blow his birthday candles out, then push the cake away.We saw him not gain weight.We saw him fail to thrive. As parents, it was hard to find the energy, the determination, and the money to keep knocking on medical doors advocating for our child, especially when all the health professionals just kept scratching their heads. At times, it felt like those closest to us also doubted us too. Then last year, we yet again went to a specialist for a ‘second opinion’. We met with another paediatric gastroenterologist, who not just heard Henry, but listened to him. Who listened to us as parents. Who didn’t dismiss us. He became part of Henry’s team. He wanted to find out why Henry was feeling the way he did, and try to alleviate it, and he still hasn’t given up.
After 5 years, we got an answer. Henry was diagnosed with Eosinophilic Oesophagitis (EoE).
EoE is a chronic, allergic inflammatory disease of the oesophagus. Whilst travelling with a chronic disease can be tricky and presents some hurdles in managing healthcare. The advantages far outweigh any challenges.But, EoE isn’t who Henry is.It’s a part of him, but not the whole.He is a bright, inquisitive, funny, mighty brave young boy.....and sure knows how to live life to the fullest.
Story shared by Henry's Mum ; November 2018
Emily's Story
It's almost been a year since I was diagnosed with EoE, but this diagnosis wasn't the start of my journey. My name's Emily and I'm 23 years old. My whole life I've had to live with the struggles that come with being a child/person who has serious allergies and constant ill health. When I was a baby my Mum found out that I had anaphylaxis to peanuts when she gave me peanut butter for the first time. These days’ nut allergies, especially peanut allergies are a lot more common than they were when I was a baby.
Luckily, I had a Mother who had previously worked in the Dietetics department at Prince Alfred Hospital with Anne Swain in Sydney and she knew how to go about dealing with allergies. As a child, I saw some amazing doctors who taught Mum and I how to deal with my allergy. Along with peanuts, I'm also allergic to almonds, dust mites, dog dander, cat fur and soy. I am also seafood and gluten intolerant. I also have severe asthma and as a child I used to get sick quite often.
Growing up with so many allergies was hard, sometimes I wouldn't get invited to birthday parties because other parents didn't know how to deal with it and didn't want to take on the responsibility. When I did go to a party my mum had to watch everything I ate, sometimes I would get the okay to have some chocolate or cake, so I would sit there and binge eat sweets and lollies because I was never allowed to have them at home. Then after every party or school event where there were other foods I would be incredibly sick all night long, crying and promising my mum I wouldn't do it again and that I was so sorry. I felt so bad that I was sick all the time and that I had to go to the doctors a lot. Heading into my teenage years I had to see my specialist more often, having to travel 12 hours to Brisbane to get to my appointment. Something my single mother could ill afford to do but had to, I went through desensitisation for my dust mite allergy which did nothing. Slowly more nut free foods were available and I thought things were good.
I suffered severe anxiety while in high school and missed a lot of school due to being physically sick. However, this was just the start of many more health issues. At the end of 2014 after almost 2 years of sickness, so bad some days I couldn't move out of bed or off the bathroom floor, I found out I was born without the lactase enzyme that helps us process the lactose in dairy. I am the worst possible case someone can be of lactose intolerant. I get so sick that the pain is unbearable and I can't keep even water down. So, I cut dairy out as well. Luckily, I cook and bake a lot so making my own stuff from scratch and tweaking recipes wasn't an issue. Prior to this I'd been admitted to hospital for choking on some food at work during my lunch break. Having to have an endoscopy to remove it. I was supposed to see a speechy but after one appointment never heard from them again. It wasn't until March last year, on the day of my 22nd birthday party that I choked on a piece of chicken and after 12 hours without it dislodging I went into the hospital in what can only be explained as the night from hell. After giving me 6 different drugs the chicken moved and I was able to go home the next day. I'd only been living in Melbourne for 2 months without my family and only my best friend here. About 2 months after that I was diagnosed with EoE. The gastro was explaining it and all I heard was disease and incurable... I just wanted to break down and cry, because every few years it feels like one thing after another. My next thought was I can't have anything wrong with my throat because I'm a singer.
I was reassured that the EoE wouldn't cause a problem but my constant reflux could. 4 gastroscopies and 4 appointments later, I'm on Pulmicort (corticosteroid) and pantoprozole (PPI reflux medication) and even though I have days where it's a struggle I just keep going. I live alone with 2 housemates and no family, I study music full time and my job is to bring music and happiness to babies and toddlers so that they can start to understand their own learning and development. There's nothing that means more to me than my music and singing. Some days I wake up and I'm so sick of feeling nauseous after I eat something, because it doesn't matter what I eat, it makes my stomach turn. Sometimes I'm in my singing lesson and my throat is so swollen that I can't move my larynx and it's hard to produce the sound I want. And sometimes I wake up during the night choking on my reflux because it's flaring up. I know I don't have it as bad as some other people and especially some children.
I know what it's like to lie in bed when you're 8, 12, 16 because it's too hard to go to school when you can't predict if you might vomit everywhere or if you just can't process what's happening. I know what it's like to have crumpling anxiety because you've spent your whole life on edge because you don't know what's going to happen. I know how horrible other children can be, when I was 8, a group of girls thought it would be funny to give me a peanut M&M to see what would happen and laughed when I went into anaphylactic shock.
Here's the thing, you don't get to choose what life throws at you, BUT you do get to choose how you deal with it and what you want for your own life. It wasn't easy for me to up and leave my family and I can tell you that every time my mother and I have to leave each other after seeing each other it absolutely breaks our hearts in two. But I want to be an Opera singer and I don't intend to let anything stop me.
On the 15th of May, I was supposed to have a dilatation but it had to be cancelled after I had ongoing laryngitis for about 4 weeks. It has been one of the hardest semesters at University I've ever had to face. Being so sick constantly and then preparing for something that didn't happen. I've had to defer exams so I can get better after catching almost everything that's going around because my immune system is so depleted. But always know that no matter what happens you can do whatever you put your mind to. I chose to make sure I could do all my assessments despite what was happening. I am making the most out of what I have. The Paralympics happened because someone decided their impairment wasn't going to stop them doing what they love. So, neither should any of you.
Here's the thing, you don't get to choose what life throws at you, BUT you do get to choose how you deal with it and what you want for your own life. It wasn't easy for me to up and leave my family and I can tell you that every time my mother and I have to leave each other after seeing each other it absolutely breaks our hearts in two. But I want to be an Opera singer and I don't intend to let anything stop me.
On the 15th of May, I was supposed to have a dilatation but it had to be cancelled after I had ongoing laryngitis for about 4 weeks. It has been one of the hardest semesters at University I've ever had to face. Being so sick constantly and then preparing for something that didn't happen. I've had to defer exams so I can get better after catching almost everything that's going around because my immune system is so depleted. But always know that no matter what happens you can do whatever you put your mind to. I chose to make sure I could do all my assessments despite what was happening. I am making the most out of what I have. The Paralympics happened because someone decided their impairment wasn't going to stop them doing what they love. So, neither should any of you.
I come into my music classes every day and see the smiles on babies faces and the potential they have to be whoever they choose. And I'm lucky enough to be able to make my mark on their lives. So, remember this, only you have the power to decide what lies ahead for you, a doctor can give you the facts, they can give you statistics. But what they can't give you is the chance to make the most of your life. I've recently just finished my first Opera in Melbourne and managed to have a laparoscopy between two of the shows, a week after I was dancing around on stage and singing. Listen to your doctor, yes, but decide what you want and make it happen within reason.
Sorry for the long story and if anyone with EoE would like vocal or singing lessons let me know, I'm also very good at makeup and cake making especially specifically catering to allergies (always nut free) so if anyone needs a hand or anything I'm happy to make cakes or do makeovers because things can get a bit crazy I know or just give advice. Thanks for reading everyone!
Story shared by Emily ; June 2017